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Monday, November 01, 2004

ahaas. counting down. 14 more hours to social studies paper. minus 8 which is my sleepin time. i am left with six hours. damnn. and i am still updating my bloggg. shheeesh. doesnt matter. i ought to take a break. i sat at mac from 1030 till 430? straight si hours. trying to sieve out points on merger and separation. doing english tys. andd reading the thick and bulky straits time. which has prints like antttss. badddd for eyes. i shud haf brought along a magnifying glasss. =x i mettt disgusting peopleee. with eccentric laughters. which stimulates my nerve cells. causing my hair to stand as thou there is a magnet above my skin?! ahhha. waddd crap am i talking abt. hair is not a magnetic material.. goossh! i am maddd. damnn. i had no choice. wanted to stay at homeee. buttt there were soooo many gratifications. and distractionss.! the drillingggss nearli drove me insane. and my beddd. ahhh. cos onli haddd six hours of sleep ydaeee. went for breakfast wif whole family plus grandmother. i felt soo great. i forced myself up every mondaee. so as not be be excluded in family activitiess. but i wonder if they would appreciate itt. =\ alritess. back to topic. yupps. so high tendency of mee slumpin into my bedd and sleep like a pigg despite of the noise. haaz. cant study but can sleep. wad logic. oriteees. i made a right choicee. i did quite alott. *victorious grinss!* okaayyy. i had been thinking alot recentlyyy. sooo uncertain of my future.. and todaeee. i saw this old ladyy at macdonald's wif her grandchildren i supposed. waaahhh. i feltt sooo overwhelmed by emotions all of a sudden. thinkingg of my future in 40 yrs time. wad would i be? dammnnn.. i realli dunoo. sooo scarryyy. maybe it's a form of stress. cos i read the papers. and they were saying that the project 'O' had many callerss, those taking GCE Os larhhs. confiding in themm. sharingg their uncertainities of future and worries abt not being able to get into their dream jcs or polytechnics. ahhh. i dunooo. am i stressed?! boohooos. i dunooo. i dun look stressed up do i? i cant wait for Os to be overrr. darrnn. i wan to train. i wan to shop. i want to watch movie. i want to online. i want to play volleyball. i wan to go sentosa. i wan my bdae treat. i wan to work. i wannn. delay gratification. noww. MUST STUDY! lols.

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